Having A Hard Time

I'm so sorry that it's been a while. It's been a little bit too much drama and not the good kind to get on here. I knew I wouldn't be able to post anything, cause I couldn't think of anything except the one thing I can't post about. Let's just stay I've been struggling with trusting anyone at all and even letting my kids play with their friends. I'm very paranoid and suspicious of everyone. This is not a good thing at the place I am at in my recovery from my depression.