My Emotions: I think I'll survive this one, too!

Well, I'm doing much better. Some friends of mine that I've made at BBF since leaving my last church have asked me why I haven't called them while I was laying awake crying. I'm thinking that's a pretty good indication that for the first time in my life I am surrounded by friends not judges, so maybe I can trust them with my very exposed heart. I am still feeling pretty vulnerable though. I finally slept last night out of pure exhaustion, but I sense another tear-filled night ahead. Maybe this time I'll risk exposing myself to my dear friend, Jeni. The one who told me I could call her anytime, even in the middle of the night.